Wednesday, February 28, 2007


Dearest You!

I do miss you and I will always do so!
Do miss you
Miss You more than anyone has and ever will do!

Dearest You!

This is the Mental dimension of my power and my feelings towards You!

Dearest You

What ever your terms are or ever will be!
I am very competetive and Yet there hasn´t been any challenger
Any challenger worth that capacity!
I do promice!

Dearest You

I do promice!
I am Mille % in everything!

You are a huge challenger!
Yes a huge challenger!

But just smiling

and smiling,
Oh So sweet!
and smiling,

Oh So sweet!

Dearest You

I do miss you and I will always do so!

Do miss you

Miss You more than anyone has and ever will do!

I do accept your challenges!
The question is:
are you ready to accept mine?


Tuesday, February 20, 2007


"Courage! I have shown it for years; think you I shall lose it at the moment when my sufferings are to end?"

Marie Antoinette

Sunday, February 18, 2007

A bit lost in .........

I have gone so far

I have tried so hard

My mind is so heavy!


My heart is so heavy too!

I wanted to reach the sky,

I wanted to be enlightened by the sun,

But instead I just found your shadows,

Your dark shadows!

My heart is so cold


My brain is so burning

My heart is full by sorrows


My brain is full by secrets

I have gone so far

And I have tried so hard

So hard to find out how to love you


My mind and my heart are so heavy

I wanted to reach the sky,

I wanted to be enlightened by the sun,

But instead I found your shadows

Your dark shadows!

Till next dimension.....


Wednesday, February 14, 2007


IQ spirit

An ice-sharp thought
A starlight feeling
A desert-hot soul

A dark-empty mood

In all humility

At your complete disposal
Your Excellency

White - approval
Black - denial

4 ever?

Saturday, February 10, 2007

If You Forget Me

If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,

if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly you
forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots
will set off to seek another land.

But if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.

by Pablo Neruda

Friday, February 9, 2007

Mental knight

Mental knight I wander,

Are you real or
Are you just a dream
Or did you just come

come by

to bow


my soul

You came and whispered

whispered hot-hot words

directly into my heart

But did you do it

just to let it,
my heart,
burn down

down to ashes

You came and whispered
whispered hot-hot words

directly into my heart

But did you do it

just to let it,

my brain,

melt down

down to air

I thought

I was going

for a trip,

with you,
with you to the moon

But soon

I realised

that the devil

had taken

taken over

the gear!

My journey

became marked
marked by hard

hard and deep

deep battles
During days and nights
During every breath,

every heartbeat,

every thought,
every twinkle,
every step

The case isn’t simple
my journey seems to be

more and more painful

My tears are now

as hard

as steal
my temper

is just in


My case isn’t simple
my journey seems to be

more and more painful

Mental knight I wander,

Are you real or
Are you just a dream
Or did you just come

come by

to bow


my soul

Mental knight among all the shadows

Do you want to let me go?
Just to Be free?



Thursday, February 8, 2007

What it is to be a man.

MY code: What it is to be a man. (by BI)
I am a strong, intelligent man. I am proud of my masculinity, but not proud of how men treat women. I swear to adopt a new code for what it means to be a man.

I REJECT unconditionally all violence against women and children.

I REJECT the buying of sex with women and children.

I WILL intervene when I see a man beating a woman.

I WILL NOT beat my wife or partner.

I WILL INTERVENE when my male colleagues, friends, or family belittle or degrade women.

I RECOGNISE prostitution as harmful to women and will do everything I can to see the end of it.

I REJECT the buying of pornography, recognising it as sexual exploitation.

I WILL NOT BUY products that advertise by exploiting women’s bodies when it has nothing at all to do with the product.

I WILL NOT visit clubs and bars that exploit women through ‘exotic’ dancing.

I WILL NOT BUY newspapers and magazines that advertise sexual services.

I REJECT all forms of sexual harassment, including wolf whistling, sexual insinuations, and unauthorised physical contact.

I WILL INTERVENE when my male colleagues, friends, or family engage in sexual harassment.

I WILL RESPECT my female colleagues and partners as equals.

I RECOGNISE decision-making at home is about equality and partnership.

I WILL ENCOURAGE other men to adopt and live by this code, including teaching it to my

to learn more:

Tuesday, February 6, 2007


I feel sorry for U!
And I can´t stop thinking
thinking about how someone
someone so "successfull" can be
can be so angry!
So angry!
So sad!

I didn´t see any smile on your face,
your "sight" seemed so lost, so ............

Maybe your behaviour is something you think,
something you feel can restore some kind of emptiness,
some kind of emptiness in your beeing,
in your soul!

So you see dear fellow beeing:
this is a kind of my faiblesses,
I am too concerned
More concerned about U
and others than myself,
always trying even to converte
even my enemies
to and for the better!

give up or not give up that is my daily quest.


Monday, February 5, 2007

Just a small individual reflection

Yesterday I took a long walk in a quite, calm, cold, relatively sunny and beautiful city and suddenly realised how praised I must be to be able to do just that! All by myself, quite comfortable and without any disturbances. And so free.
I felt praised to feel that free in a country declared to be one of the world’s most "equal” countries regarded to humanistic issues, gender issues, welfare issues and so on! (I would not claim that things are 100% anywhere but at least I can not find any other place which would match these facts/ experiences!

Along my walk I thought about the humanistic issues regarded to a collective view, though I am very individualistic! Suddenly I was not so sure about if there also could/ must be a gender influence in that definition! And consequently I had to realise that an individual view might also be coloured by whether it is from an XX perspective or an XY dito?
Indeed not so easy stuff to deal with such a cold, calm and relatively sunny day! But I am an engaged person who doesn’t miss to cease any occasion for making any difference.So dear folks and friends take a little of your time and try to make the same think-tank journey where ever you are/ how ever you are/ Who ever you are, and maybe if you wish or…..get back to me or just to yourself with ........

have a nice day where ever!

Sunday, February 4, 2007


Why must I/ we exclude any expressive contribution
explicatively in our extravagance daily life?

Sitting here reflecting over…..

I know where I am from but am I sure about where I am going to?

I am very impressive and at the same time very expressive!
That is at least what I want to be....
And that might be my libe-rebell shape.

There are a lot of people in the world who have so little to say

but they don’t miss to cease any occastion to write or talk….
Or maybe someone could say that there are too few of them;

it is thus up to each one of us to estimate!

There are many in the world who have a lot to express
but who don’t say or write anything,
many who are forced or even freely choose to be absolutely silent.

- Cold words (explicit/ implicit) hurt and they are eternally around....

Have a nice time where- and who ever!


Saturday, February 3, 2007


We met! We separated!

I suffer and maybe you did a bit too!

I wish the journey could have last for longer

All that was and is done has been written.......

The destiny was and still is against me

Emptiness is all that is left at least for me

And when our short journey now is over

I wonder what could have been done to make over…

Our daily lives, my temper, your temper

For me: Just emptiness, just sadness, madness?

Anyway I am glad I had the chance to have met you

And spend even that little time with you

And still my dear I do hope that one day we can meet

Meet again, somehow, someway, somewhere....

wbr, eternal


Friday, February 2, 2007


Hello There Nice Person
Did Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star
Did Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real

Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Many Times, When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad
For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You

But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine
Did Anyone Ever Tell You
Just How Much They Like You
Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You


I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!!

Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference!

Because I care about you, It's national care week . . . and you get to

send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just once) then that means that they care about you too.

BUT, you have to send it right now!!

Send it to everyone you care about and if they send it back. That means they care too. But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone.

Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!


I choose to pass it to the world!

“Inventas vitam iuvat excoluisse per artes”

Those familiar with "me" know of my eternal "hostility" to collective thinking and categorizing. The key to living well – is to recognize that we are social beings who need the cooperation of others while, at the same time, remaining and retaining our individuality. We need to maintain an energized awareness that never allows our social needs to pre-empt our individual judgments about the propriety of our actions.

This week is for Friendship at least here where I am: so Dear fellows and readers I do offer you my Best and Eternal Friendship absolutely FOR FREE and without any conditions! :)

- I hope you will accept it! All of you!

Humanity is a big Art!

and - arte es?

"Arte es lo que los hombres llaman arte!"

Thursday, February 1, 2007

I do cease all occasions!

........every moment in my daylife! and every time I can make a diff I do cease the occasion! Otherwise I would not waste my time in this or that...

And nb: I have never accepted to be some one less valuable than any one else since I was a small kid though I was born so far from here! And as an "intruder" in one´s or an others´s world/ life I can absolutely not boast beyond that limit!

~ I usually feel have been tested and judged x-tra hard compared to "others", to be a bit different, a bit too individual and female at the top, that is a good challenge I do assure you!

So if anyone asks or wander:
I am and want to be a unique individual and I don´t want to be categorized in collective boxes so the choice is there and everyone must decide for him-/ herself whether anything is worth a .......

........have a nice day in any case who ever!
and with my best regards!